There are days like today when I just look back and think I could better, I could more. Such typical if…. then.. thoughts. Honestly, I don´t like such mood and this kind of thoughts, because they never bring anything expect for pitying for the time that you at the moment see as “lost”. Moreover, these thoughts can capture your brain and play with you like a cat with a mouse. So, I drove them out consciously and started painting. It´s better to say I was able to get rid of them only while painting. Yes, my plan for today was to work on photos of new paintings, that I took yesterday. But my soul demanded to paint. So, I gave up.